We just do it.
But I do feel that I have a subtle change in some ways. Like how lazy I have become. How my procrastination is getting worse by the minute. How 'mature' my mind has become. And so many more.
What I have really noticed is my attitude towards people. Haters to be exact. And generally people. Usually I also go into a full blown anger state where nobody can stop me until I get my way. It's different now. I don't know how different but it just seems different. I guess I have changed. I really don't like noise as much I do before.
It feels different. Very different.
Not that I like it or hate it. I'm not use to change. I see it as a very complex type of shit. Where you try to wash it off and it'll never come off. You know? No? It's fine. It takes the greatest minds to understand the complexity of my mind. Heck, even I don't understand fully.
Have you ever been in a hard situation and your mate replies "I know how that feels."
It's stupid. Really. Have you ever felt what is in my shoes? No. Have you ever felt alone? Bullied just for what you look like? Discriminated in front of the world? No. No you haven't. Of course other people have more of a difficult life. Saying such words means you're just trying to clean this up fast so I can continue with life and listen to YOUR sob stories.
Ok. I feel lazy now. I'll stop here then.
A dress I bought from Mango.
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