Fuck you.

Honestly, whether you're my biological father or not, I feel like you aren't my father. Yeah, you support me financially but that's not all a father has to do right? You do t even fucking know that I have a chance to meet the Deputy Prime fucking Minister and you act like you do t fucking care about me.
  maybe I'm just selfish. Maybe. Maybe it's not right to feel like this. Maybe I don't deserve it. Maybe. But it hurts a hell lot to know that I can't let it out. I can't get what I want. Yes I am selfish. But this matter hurts me.

 Dad, did you even fucking cared about me when I was little. All I fucking remember is either you shouting at me for touching your power tools, hitting me or just plain naggi g at me. You've never been happy for me. I won ALL those competitions just so you could NOTICE me and hear me. Dad, you don't fucking care if I even broke my fuckig body and you'll still nag at me for the hospital bills or me being so fucking useless. That's you. That's you from my fucking point dad. And you know what. It fucking sucks. I can never talk to you or converse with you normally because you think everything I say is sacarstic and is mean. I was trying to make you laugh. Or even just a smile. NO. You put those wrinkles on your face by yourself.

  I might as well change my fucking name to shit or something because I must be so fuckinf useless to be in your family.

  What's fucking worse mom doesn't even fucking care. Maybe a slight bit. But that's a slight. I can't talk to my moms out how dad is hurting my feelings without her screaming I to my face saying I dishonoure my family. Fuck you whore. Uglier with every fucking white guy I fucking knwi. What kind of a ducking example are setting you bitch? I can't talk toyou even about Korean boys because you think I'm gonna fuking fuck them or something.

You guys are fucking irrelevant. I can never get any sense out of you two. You're doctors, it doesn't mean you're smart in every fucking piece of shit. You're just hardworking it doesn't fucking mean you're smart in shit. You're definitely not smart in parenting. That's all I know. I hope you see this. But at the same time I hope you don't because I'd probably be getting more beatings and nags than love and compassion. WHICH I WILL NEVER EVER SEE IN MY LIFE. HAHAHAHAH. Oh God.


Sincerely, or not sincerely, your daughter in tears.