Fat.

Won't you get bummed out for something you know you can do better than people but no one recognizes it? It's sickeningly frustrating. Part of me wants to show the world that I CAN do better than you dipshits and a part of me says humility is the policy. Be humble? Sure but thats' whats' stopping me from showing people my abilities. People only come to me for work not because they see me as someone to talk to and chill out.

I can't be comfortable around people when I can't be comfortable with myself. I think that speaks for itself. I use the Internet because I find it pleasant when people don't see my face.  Gosh. I make a bad reputation of myself.