8.11.11

Confused.

Shit. Shit. SHITT
It's the dilemma that EVERY teen in the world goes through.
Yes, you have guessed it.
Feelings.
Well, Fck it. I wanna talk about it but.....
ARGHHHHHH 
I don't whether to or not.
Well it's my blog. (I HAVE CUPCAKES AND YOU DON'T :P)
It's about a dude and and and and a girl. thennnn....
Do you know that I'm so....so .......STUPID! Gosh!
I fall in love too easily.
I get influenced too easily.
I jump into conclusions too easily.
I 'm frustrated!!!!!! really.
But I don't feel emo or like crying. Which is good. I guess.
I just found out today that the dude is from some other ethnicity. I'M NOT RACIST OR ANYTHING.
But, it's the type of ethnicity that I'm not allowed to fall in love with.
Ask my dad about it.  ┌∩┐(●_●)┌∩┐
*Stabs. Stabs. Stabs at something I can't define.
Well it is my decision too, to not fall in love with this ethnicity. They usually treat their lovers real bad. not to say that all of them do but.
You get the picture. Figure it yourself.
I. Don't. Know.Anything.Just.A.Crazy.Fangirl.Here.Kbye.
I'll just give some random photo then.

I love this photo for some reason. It's so beautiful. Call me a monster but I love it. :DD

7.11.11

Motha.

MOTHA FCKING BICH AHHHHH DAMN YOU BLOODY CUNT ASS SON OF A POPSICLE PROSTITUTE RASPBERRIES PICE OF SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
*excuse my spelling
dragonfable. damn your creator.

6.11.11

‎[FANACC] 111105 OnTae having dinner in London




In London, SHINee stayed in one of the most luxurious hotel named Corinthia hotel. Finally Taemin came out from the hotel with a girl, suspected that she is a coordi noona.When that girl said “Oppa”, then Taemin said ‘Annyeong” to her who’s waiting for SHINee outside of the hotel.

These fangirls stalked Taemin and Onew wherever they go. Taemin and Onew wore a black coat. Apparently, Taemin and Onew went for dinner at a restaurant. Onew and Taemin just stopped in front of “Pizza Hut” ! This fangirl just walked behind Onew, she called “Onew Oppa”. But there is no reaction from him. Then she’s shouting “Onew……” but it just same, Onew didn’t give any respone to her. She moved behind Taemin and she’s shouting “Onew…. and grabbed Taemin’s elbow” >.< She handed Taemin a bag and said “this is for you!” then Taemin smiled a bit weak, he nodded and said “Thank You!” ^^;; Taemin and Onew looked really tired at that time. );

Taemin and Onew went to the Burger restaurant. They sat on the first floor. OnTae took off their coat. They were wearing white T-shirts. There is a Korean fan in the same restaurant where OnTae had dinner. The fangirl asked if she could take some pictures of Taemin and Onew. When that Korean fan asked for permission to take a picture of them, Onew waved and didn’t allow her because their make up didn’t look good. OnTae had finished eating their burger. They got ready to go back in the hotel. They left a lot of food on the table. Apparently, the Korean fan who had a conversation with Onew is one of the noona from SHINee fansite. >< SHINee will go back to Seoul at 9:00 pm (London time).

Source/Credits: zzzzzzHeng


YOU LUCKY BRITS!!!!!! IT'S TORTURING SITTING HERE READING THIS!!!! BLERGHHHH!!!!!
LOL!!!!! SO LUCKY!!!! XDDDD

G.na's farewell message. WITH KEVJUMBA!!


GAHHH LUCKY KEVIN!!! GOSHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! IUB,KYUSINYK

5.11.11

Exams are over.




NO I AM NOT GOING TO TELL YOU HOW I WISH I COULD START ALL OVER AGAIN AND SHIT LIKE THAT.
I want to. But that's immature. I'll just do that in front of me myself and I.
Yes, exams are over. And I am just neutral. Except for the fact that I have this "free-er" feeling.....
You get what I mean?
I know exams are important. My brain is screaming about that all over me but my heart is like, "NGEHHHHH"
I am weird, but I love it. But I don't love myself. My definition of 'LOVE YOURSELF" is like when somebody either really takes care of themselves OR the type who really loves themselves like, they worship themselves. Like they are....totally terrific or incredibly perfect.
WOMAN YOU TALK TO MY ASS AND SEE HOW YOU LIKE IT THERE!

LOL! I love the Tumblr gifs.....
OH! By the way I have a Tumblr account. You don't have to follow me or anything. Just sharing.
I'LL POST IT WHEN THE MOON GIVES ME NUTELLA WHENEVER I LIKE IT!!!
or when the world finally just settles down with something
WHICH I KNOW THEY WON'T !!!!!!
:D
When I'm ready. It just sucks ass now....

THIS IS WHAT I FEEL WHEN I COME BACK FROM SCHOOL.


3.11.11

Tragedy. (A Fanfiction) Preview.

Self EDITED!!!! XDDDD



It felt like yesterday.
It felt like it was only just now.
When I first touched your hands.
I could still remember the feeling of it.
Your hands.
It was neither small nor dainty.
Nor big and manly (?).
It’s was normal.
Just the way I like it.
It wasn’t soft or too rough too.
It was just nice….
It was perfect.
And I loved it.
I wonder how you’re doing.
Up there.
With The Big Man.
Well.
I wish you the best of luck.
And all my love to you only.
My dearest.
Remember?
When I bought you that plush toy?
You were so happy. You were jumping up and down till your back hurt.
I still remember your smile.
I remember every single detail of it.
The dimples, the size of your smile, your lips.
You’re everything.
I was happy too.
Over something so……trivial. It was nonsense.
 It was because I got to see your rare smiles.
I was contented.
But.
I was so stupid not to not realize the amount of hurt on your back.
How could I?
When you flash me that smile of yours.
And the worst of all.
You kept saying.
 “I’m fine.”
How would I find out?
You could be saved. 
Way earlier.
And maybe.
Just maybe.
I’ll still have some time with you.
Now that you have left.
How can I tell you my feelings?
To tell you my truest feelings for you.
It’s now a distant dream.
An impossible one too.
We could have built a small family.
With me.
And you.
And maybe a small boy.
Or a girl.
I like girl babies by the way.
If only you were here. I would tell you that.
Now, I’m only stuck here with loneliness, depression, sadness.
The list could go on.
But most importantly.
A scar on my heart.
It will never heal.
Like a ripped piece of paper.
You cover it up with cellophane tape.
But the ugly tear is still visible.
Ugly as sin, I’d say.
It’s impossible to remove it.
Like the tear on the paper.

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1.11.11

Marco Simoncelli 23.10.11 R.I.P

I know It's early but, I think I've found the perfect Christmas song to play on my blog.......^^

Spooky Taemin.


HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

LOL....I KNOW IT'S A LITTLE LATE BUT NGEHHHHHH
I WAS BUSY!!!!!!!!! WITH EXAMS AND......EXAMS........
WHAT CAN I SAY...I'M A BUSY PERSON! ^^
OMG!! AND YOU KNOW WHAT!! THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPENED YESTERDAY!
WHILE I WAS STUDYING FOR MY LANGUAGE EXAMS TAEYANG'S WEDDING DRESS CAME ON AND THEN A BACK ACHE CAME ALONG THAT TOO!
GUESS WHAT!
A BURST OF INSPIRATION CAME AND I WAS SO IN THE MOOD FOR WRITING A FANFICTION!!!!
I WROTE LIKE 1304 WORDS UNDER 20 MINUTES!
YES I WAS THAT HYPER!!!!!
YOU CAN TELL NOW TOO BECAUSE I'M ALL IN CAPS TYPING OUT SHIT LIKE A MOTHA BI**H!!!!!!!!!!!!
JAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJAJAJ
I'LL POST THE FANFIC LATER........WHEN I FEEL READY!
AND DO YOU LIKE THE PICTURE?
I EDITED IT MYSELF@!!!!!
*proud proud
IT'S NOT THE BEST ONE BUT I TRIED IT OUT AND IT CAME OUT..........
OVER TEN I'LL GIVE IT A 6 OVER 10......
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
HAPPY HAPPY HALLOWEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
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