LOOK WHAT I FOUND

OH YES!!! A TUMBLR SIGN ON THE FLOOR IN SINGAPORE!!!!! AWESOME NO?!

I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKK

sadder and lonelier than ever.

hahah like that.

INSTAGRAM!

For those who only have apple products. Suck on it. Poor bitches.....LOL kidding~~~~(OMG LONELYHERE YOU HEARTLESS BITCH! I hate you now.)

I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! KYA!!!!!!!!!!! OBVIOUSLY I'M NOT GONNA REVEAL MY ACCOUNT but maybe a fake one because I put my face there so..._|_

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Haven't updated for the spammers soo.....here it is. SPAM IT! xd

400 pageviews. Thanks spammers. ME NOE YOU IZ READING CONTINUE!!!! <--------attention bitch. (Y)

LET IT SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!

1. Google.

2. Type in 'Let it snow.'

3. Hit Enter.

4. Wait for page to get filled with snow.

5. Have fun there~~!!

If it doesn't work open a new tab and do it again!!

GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *falls in love~~

Have I told you that this is self edited...................

*jumps up and down*

BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

AAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA

I think I'm gonna make this 'a trip down memory lane' thingy about my photo-editing.

I did come a long way. For about............4 months? I don't know. I SUCKED THE FIRST TIME OK!!!! I USED LIKE PHOTOSCAPE THE FIRST TIME AND IT IS NOT NICE. IT SUCKED. ALL I DID WAS BLOOM AND A CHEESY FRAME AND SOME WEIRD HEART STICKER.

Then came Gimp. I hated it at first cuz I didn't know what to do! Then I went through excruciating pain to just make a picture's background transparent. I was using some path tool and zoomed in soooooooo close to the bloody picture and then I gave up. Now I use the quick mask and paintbrush. WAY FASTER!

Before: 2 hours
After: 5 minutes.
See the difference?

After all that I started doing those graphic shit. Like backgrounds and lots more backgrounds. I became so engrossed with Gimp I was addicted. I was making so many wallpapers and posted them on Deviant. Of course it sucked but I continued. After all that shit, I got bored and then I stop for a hiatus. I mean, I have no more inspiration. It's hard to find it. So......yeah. My story so far.

Of course this isn't the real 'a trip down to memory lane' post. The real ones will contain embarrassing ugly shitty photos. Ughh.

NEW POST!!!! ON :NOW"!

Really proud of it. Seriously. I try not to have this feeling but........IT'S JUST THERE! GAH! I FEEL SO PROUD!!! IT'S NOT SOME PHOTO THINGY NO!
IT'S A GIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S COMPLICATED BUT NOT SO MUCH NOW! *phew.

See it. Be wowed. LOL. OK Maybe it's not that good but.....it's really good for me!!! >0< TWO pictures only though.....So far~~~ ^^

BE WOWED BY THIS!

I WANNA PUT THE MINHO AS MY BACKGROUND FOREVER!!!!!!!

FOR HIS BIRTHDAY...I VILL PUT THIS.......YES.

One session in Tumblr cost me -

100-1000 re-blogs.

10-50 likes.

100-200 pictures download.

Life is CRAZY on Tumblr.

It's time........To clean my blog up.

And by cleaning I mean by putting a tag on to everything........yesh. I have been that lazy.

Seriously.

Key+Jonghyun=happiness. Joy to the world. Joy to them. Perfect couple.

Onew+Taemin= Have you seen the chemistry between these two people?! Enough of OnChick. Nobody will want to actually date a chicken right? Sad thing is that Taemin doesn't know this...

Minho+hyungs= he just fits it. It is his game. Nickhun or somebody will do...

LOLOLOLOL it's like I'm their matchmaking person....:000

GAHHHHH

WHERE ARE MY DRAFTSSSSS!!!! MY PRECIOUS DRAFTSSSS!!!! OMGGGGG WHYYYY!!!!!!! GAHJHHHHHH!!!! I HATE RESTRARTING AGAIN!!!!!!!
the feeling is not there anymore.....:(
Anyways, I'm just gonna spill shit it out here......it came to my mind suddenly and like boom!
I need to write it down.....I should be exercising and studying though..but no........I'm here....like a lifeless zombie.........sitting in front of the computer typing crap out.......spelling mistakes...GAHHHH can you spot them? O.O

I wonder if you saw me.

Sitting by the tree.

Listening,  eaves-dropping to your every word.

Your words like butter.

Your voice like honey

It was a perfect match.

You were a perfect match.

My dream of me being yours is like saying.

I can find cures for cancers.

And prove the world how dinosaurs really died.

Or saying that we all can live on Jupiter.

Impossible? True.

Like how you and me will never fit in the same sentence with harmony.

The way your eyes look through me as if I was some kind of transparent plastic.

It hurts my soul right through the core.

Wondering if it'll ever heal.

Probably not. In a million years maybe.

I'd rather take death then watching you, watching her like how I do.

Why? I ask. Why do I have so much hope for him.

For that mere dream where we could sit together in the same room.

While you look at me and I look at you.

Soft giggles, and eye contact like nobody's business.

That day only exist in my head.

Replaying and replaying.

I never got bored of it. It was beautiful.

Thennnnn................ummmmmm......uhhhhhh.....oh yeah.

I saw you smile at her. 

It was genuine, lovely, soft, kind

Everything nice that exist in this world.

I sighed, looking  through my black rimmed glasses.

I might as well go and hide myself. 

I'm too ugly for my own good. So ugly it hurts.

People say that true beauty is from within, not what it looks in the inside.

But that's what they say.

I think what really matters is whether if you;re beautiful in the inside and outside.

That way people would accept us.

Treat us as the same.

It's getting BLAND HERE!!! :OOOOOOO 

..........................................................................

Lost it...........OH NOOOOO

This is a speechless post.

And I have failed once again.

LOL! you spammers are really hardworking at the pageview thingy........ME GUSTA!!!!! KEEP IT UPP

300 pagevies. Pshhh....they aren't even reading it. Bloody spammers.

Well thanks for giving your pageviews spammers~~!! Continue!! I love the attention you're giving meh~~!!

Facebook. I love you and all but you iz getting bitchier and bitchirer by the minute.

Oh and I think I'm gonna remove that kitty...................
I'LL MISS CHU KITTY KAT!!!! :(((((

AHHH BLOGGER MY GATEAWAY RANT WHERE NOBODY GIVES A BLOODY SHIT!!

Rant-ish post. BEWARE!

IT'S FUCKING JOKE OMG YOU FUCKING WHORE!!!! DO YOU THINK I'M ACTUALLY THAT SERIOUS TO DO THAT!!!! I AM NOT THAT STUPID!!!! PLEASE! OH GAWD! I WANT TO SHOVE A SHOVEL UP YOUR BRAIN RIGHT NOW!!!!! OH GAWDDDDDDDDDD 

WHICH PART OF A JOKE DO YOU NOT FKING UNDERSTAND!!!!!!! ARE YOU LIKE STUPID?! NO WAIT! YOU IZ RETARDED! YOU IZ JUST RETARDED TO THE CORE! BUT YOU IZ NOT STUPID!! YOU IZ THE SMART ASS! WHY DON'T YOU USE THAT BRAIN OF YOURS TO FIGURE OUT THE OBVIOUS IT'S-A-JOKE HINT IN THE JOKE. AND YES THIS CALLS FOR A DOUBLE FACEPALM. 

YOU IZ VERY STUPID. YOU AND YOUR CLOSE MINDED MIND OF YOURS. OK FINE! I ADMIT THE JOKE IS RACIAL. BUT I'M NOT POINTING AT ANY RELIGION AT ALL! HECK THERE IS NO RELIGION IN THERE! OH BUT IF PEOPLE ON TUMBLR MAKE JOKES LIKE THAT......YEAH YOU BLOODY REPOST THEM. YOU KIDDING ME YOU WHORE. I LOVE YOU. I REALLY DO. BUT BULLSHIT LIKE THIS REALLY PISSES THE FCK OFF ME. 

OPEN YOUR BLOODY MIND WOMAN!

AND THE FACT THAT YOU THINK THAT I'M NOT GOING TO READ YOUR POST IS REALLY STUPID. REALLY. OMG! *DOUBLE FACEPALM* YOU IZ RETARDED. EVERYBODY CAN READ THE POST. WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT I WON'T! YOU ARE VERY STUPID AREN'T YOU. OH GAWD.

That one bitch that betrays you. >:[

Hi follower!!!! :D

Omg when did you follow me??! Hahahahha! I didn't even notice. Damn blogger.......no notifications or something? really?
Anyways
HEY!!!!!! I CHECKED OUT YOUR BLOG!!!! IT'S PRETTY COOL! I guess. An I see that you commented too. But I'm not sure what you mean.................. O.O
So........You like Kpop too eh? :DDDDDDDDDDD LET'S SPAZZ TOGETHER ABOUT JONGKEY AND KEY'S SEXY BUTT AND GAHHHHH!!!
HAHAHHAA!!! I hope you see this post dear follower~~~~ :DDD AND YOUR MY FIRST!!!!

I LOVE YOU.......*HUGS AND GIVES YOU COOKIES~~~`

And by the way....if you can, check out my *dead* picture blog!!!! please and thank you!!!!!

*FOLLOW ME THERE TOO!!*

Third In a row!

Congrats 2NE1!!!!! Wow! Third in a row for song of the year! That iz AMAZING!!!!

Ooooohhhhh artiste of the year~~~~ saddd Suju didn't get a nomination.... It should got to big band and it will!!! :DD


Waitin for
Results........

WHATTTYTTT!!!!! Whyyyyy!!!! Not big bang????!!! Gg got it???!!!! Why?!!!!!
Haizzzzzxx
:(((

DARA'S HAIRRRR OMGGGGG SO COOLLLL!!!!!!!!

I'm betting that they re gonna do BAMBARATATATA next



I am so true~~~

Loved the best female dance group acapella cover. AWESOMNESSSS

MAMAAAAAAA

Kyaaaaa!!!!!! No SHINee tho'. :(((
Butttt my attention totally diverted to SUJUUUUUU and B2ST!!!! Nghehehhe
Hyuna and hyunsung kissed :OOO
Soon jong ki looks soo adoreable btw!!! ^.^!! Shhahahahahahhahaha gonna update moreee later~~~

I hate being fat.

I hate being fat.
I really do. Sometimes I really do wish I was skinny. Yes. The anorexic skinny. Call me stupid, but I think it's better than being morbidly obese.........
Being anorexic skinny is ugly, but it still beats being fat. And the fact that I am Asian makes it worse. I may be a average in the Western part of the world but here I am a big piece of fat , ugly, worthless piece of ugly fucked up shit. Yes. I did lose weight. But did it make me happy? Nope. Not a little bit. And this also brings another reason.
I hate cameras. Which fucking part of that do you not understand?! I am saying it in English, not Russian! Yet you still INSIST on taking a shot of me. THANKS FOR LOWERING MY ALREADY NON-EXISTENT SELF ESTEEM YOU BLADY BASTARD!
I wanna be beautiful just like them. I wanna be pretty like the girls I see. Be it on the Tv, Internet, or real life. I want to look like a normal girl with a beautiful body. I want to be a girl who can love herself everyday without a thing to worry. It really pisses me off to see my friends who are already beautiful as they are say that they are ugly or fat. I don't even know whether to call them a friend or not.

People like her make me feel...........so depressing.........

Hmph...........

THIS

IS THE BEST PAGE YOU'LL EVER VISIT!!! lol! it's a how to be a camwhore page......EPIC!! (y)

http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=cam_whore

Seriously. I really think that Bernie from the Sesame Street looks like a pedophille.

This.....

There's this one thing in my blog that REALLY gets me scratching my head off.

SHOULD I TAKE THE CAT OUT OR NOT!

And when I mean cat, I mean the bloody black cat up there (or beside this) waiting mouse cursor to play with it. 

So what shall it be? Out or not.

OMG THIS IS SO HARD!!!! :OOO

IT'S SO CUTE YET IT MAKES MY BLOG LOOK VERY VERY UNPROFESSIONAL! 

What will it be............cuteness vs. professionalism. 

I'm bipolar and I'm loving it

Awkward.

The really awkward moment where your mom asks you this question.

"Do you know what sex means?"

Inside me.

"No."

I answered that. True story.

*proud proud

Yes I made it......with pride....
YAY!! *hugs self....

MP3 CAN'T CONTAIN VIRUS!!!?!!

Best news I've heard all day.

I'm gonna download all the motha fcking songs I want.

Well, it's true but watch out for the file's names before downloading. Like if the song is like 'song.mp3.exe.'

IT'S A VIRUS DON'T TOUCH!!

And to make sure that's it's not a virus, the mp3 must not be 100KB and below.

YAY ME!!!!!!

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Mizuiro's artwork.

Copyrights to Lonelyhere. 

Click on the picture to see the blog~~~~~










I did alot of blogging today. And yes I designed the picture and am VERY proud of it.....:DD

I FEEL LIKE.......

WRITING.

I want to WRITE!! Man...........I really want to write a fanfic.......I WANT TO WRITE!! The problem is that

1. I have no ideas. Well I do but no solid ones that can have a number of chapters. Not even these ideas can carry a oneshot.
2. Procrastination. (Y) Like a pro. Seriously.........Oh gawdddddd.......It's the second main reason on why I can't produce a good story.......
3. I'm not good at writing...No explanation here.
4. I worry too much.....Over-thinking is the best word. IT'S NATURAL! I CAN'T STOP IT! DON'T ASK ME WHY! 

BUBBLE BUBBLE BUBBLE  POP BUBBLE BUBBLE POP POP

it's playing on my earphones.........can't help but SPREAD THE HYUNAH LURVEEEEEEEEEE 

fck yeah.....

Now that I see it, my blog's background and everything else is really......childish.

Glad you realized it Lonlyhere.

Boring.

No seriously...not to say that my blog is awesome and all. (which i HONESTLY THINK IS NOT!! well....except for the design which i think is still no match for most blogs) (THINK WHAT EVER YOU WANT I'M TELLING THE TRUTH AND AND AND!!!! UGHWLEIURBGGSIUB.)
sorry bout't that....just blrtbwibg IT'S SOCIETYYY. You say something which is 'humble' people think you're fishing for comments, you say something that you think should be praise-worthy, people think you're bitch. I don't blame them......it's takes a very hard time to figure out whether they are true or not.
ANYWAYS!!!
You know I've been visiting *ahem*stalking*ahem*lurking*ahem*trolling*ahem** .....................
back to the point.
I've been 'visiting' lots of blogs....my friend recommended me some and I explored from there. I HAVE NOTICED THAT SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY PEOPLE INTRODUCE THEMSELVES AS

Hi. :D Just another ordinary girl/boy here.

IT FCKING ANNOYS ME.
I thought I was used to it then...when I started noticing how ALL of the blogs have that (except for the pro ones...they are great) I started to get a lil' itchy......the annoyed itchy....
What REALLY annoyed me is that......*braces self*......................
My 'about me' also have that same thing going on....The, 

Hi, I;m ordinary, I'm normal, FOLLOW ME! FOLLOW! Because I'm ordinary....who is boring and awesome and the same time......

It pisses me off. It pisses I off....It also pisses myself off....

IT ALREADY PISSES THREE PEOPLE........gosh......

Lol...this is just from a reader's point of view....what I'm trying to say is that.....quit being the stereotypical bloggers, starting their 'about me' with HI I'M JUST AN ORDINARY blah blah blah........I almost did that and i still think that my 'about me' thing has that thing going on...you get what i mean..... 

Hahahah....

Random gifs......I just made them.....

FML! Fry.....My .....Liver?

If you're at an age where swearing is like common language then yeah you would understand. If you really don't know, there's always Google search. Use it and use it wisely. This is what Mother Google is used for.

ANYWAYSSSSSS
GOD SERIOUSLY!!!! Whyyy
Whyyy
Why on earth would some animation software cost 11000+ BUCKS!!!
I see no logic in to that and never will. Furthermore the trial version takes 3000 minutes to download it.

Why......


And one more thing......I FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO MAKE A TRANSPARENT GIF SO I CAN PUT IT AS MY HEADER.
Guess what
I din't work...........
Yeah...And I thought Facebook was a bitch.
Whyyyyy!!!!!!
Maths is also a bitch Btw......I used to find it so easy now it's all........Fck.
AAANNNNNDDD MY earphones busted on me just now......

Birthday.

NOVEMBER

Shin Yong Jae (4MEN) - November 1st, 1989

Miryo (Brown Eyed Girls) – November 2nd, 1981

Heo Young Saeng (SS501) – November 3rd, 1986

T.O.P (Big Bang) – November 4th, 1987

CAP (Teen Top) – November 4th, 1992

Kwon BoA – November 5th, 1986

Geonil (Supernova) - November 5th, 1987

G.O. (MBLAQ) – November 6th, 1987

Yura (Girl’s Day) – November 6th, 1992

IVY - November 7th, 1982

Lee Hyun (8Eight) - November 8th, 1983

In Gyu Sung (A'st1) - November 8th, 1988

SE7EN – November 9th, 1984

Yoo Gyul Shil (Le Quattro) – November 10th, 1988

Kyul Shil (G.IAM) - November 10th, 1987

Choi Minhwan (FT Island) – November 11th, 1992

Crown J - November 12th, 1979

Sandara Park (2NE1) – November 12th, 1984

Lee Hyebin (Ex Nine Muses) - November 13th, 1985

Sechang (B.O.M) - November 13th, 1991

Xia (Rania) - November 15th, 1994

Park Hyungshik (ZE:A) – November 16th, 1991

Changjo (Teen Top) – November 16th, 1995

Sungje (Supernova) - November 17th, 1986

Jin Young (B1A4) - November 18th, 1991

DJ Tukutz (Epik High) – November 19th, 1981

Seyeong (MYNAME) - November 20th, 1991

Kim Dong Wan - November 21st, 1979

Jang Dong Woo (INFINITE) – November 22nd, 1990

Kang Kyung Jin (Leader's) - November 22nd, 1993

L. Joe (Teen Top) – November 23rd, 1993

Jung Ji Eun (Free Star) – November 24th, 1989

YehJin (Brave Girls) - November 24th, 1990

Kevin Woo (U-KISS) – November 25th, 1991

Shin Hye Sung (Shinhwa) - November 27th, 1979

Jung Kyun (N-Train) - November 27th, 1987

Eunjung (Jewelry) - November 28th,1986

Ghun (X-5) - November 30th, 1989

So random lol!!! Well, my birthday is coming up soooo..........XDDD

NOBODY ISH BORN ON THE 26 !!!!! WHYY!!!!! ARGHH!!! but that also means i have a special birth date. Hehehehe. I don't know why the moment I saw TOP's name I started fangirling like a mothaaaa..........Oh well Ngheeheheheheheh:DDDD

*laughs

[INFO] today, jjong wrongly enter female toilet.. Luckily, there were staffs following him and pulled him out as soon as the staff realized Jonghyun walked into the wrong side..

KYAAAAA sho cute~~~~ he's tired I know but this is just too cute....That's what puppies dooooo......:DD

Tipsy~~~

Oh gawd so.........giddy.......Blerghhhh
yeahg you guessef it..........WINE
But it rasted do gooooooooddddd ngehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Another blog.

Everybody!!! Listen I have made another blog!!! *cheer~
There's nothing to cheer about.
*cricket sounds
Anyways, this blog has no verbal/text in it. I use the word verbal because it feels like I'm talking to you. Or myself. XD. The blog only (I HOPE) consists of pictures. I plan on not really putting SHINee pictures there, but we'll see. The blog is more of my quieter version of this blog, only expressing feelings through pictures. Although the pictures are mostly gonna be all scraps, unfinished work, working work and maybe some of my favorite pieces of art. I guess I can say it's a place to show off my GIMP side. LOL!!! IDK!
*Humming Urban stereo. Playing~~~ It's so calming.

Click here for the other blog~~

Yeah.....It's not bright. XD

Ullzang clothes~~

Click here~~~ <3

All the cutest kawaii clothes!!! So cute and GAHHH!!!! it's all ullzang and kawaii. Too bad I'm so fat. I bet I can't even fit into the XXL fitting. Yeah, I have a very bad image of myself. Can't help it.

ISN'T THIS SHOOO CUTE???!!! NGAWWWWWW

Trying to make a gay or bi-sexual person straight is just like trying to make a fish live on land. Gay and bi-sexual people are born that way and you can't change it. What is wrong with being with the same sex? Love is love no matter what.

THIS IS A ANTI-HOMOPHOBIC RANT.

IF YOU IZ HOMOPHOBIC PLEASE GET OUT OF THIS PAGE BLOCK IT AND NEVER COME BACK HERE! I HATE IT THAT YOU ARE HERE THAN YOU HATE ME MAKING THIS!
FUCK YOU!!!! IF YOU IZ SAME LIKE ME, HATING ON HOMOPHOBICS! BITCH COME HERE AND JOIN THE GANG!
First thing is first. Gays and lesbians are normal people. They are not special either. Saying that is like comparing them to some rapist NO YOU MOTHA FUCKER! Number two, saying that gay people are stupid or retarded makes you more stupid and retarded. What if the world came out as a homo world and you're the only one who is hetro. WOULDN'T YOU FEEL SAD AND RETARDED AND DEPRESSED IF PEOPLE JUST JUDGE YOU BY YOUR SEXUALITY!!! IT'S THE SAME AS SOMEONE WHO HAS TATTOOS AND PIERCINGS EVERYWHERE, YOU ASSUME THAT HE/SHE IS SOME STUPID CUNT ASS BITCH BUT ACTUALLY GRADUATED WITH A PHD FROM SOME HIGH-END SCHOOL!!
(at this point i'm just gonna start using CAPS and the whole post is going to be.......shit.)
LISTEN HERE YOU BITCH! GAY AND LESBIAN PEOPLE ARE JUST LIKE US! THEY HAVE SPECIAL NEEDS! LIKE YOU TOO IF YOU HAVE MOTHA FUCKIGN ALLERGIES OR NEEDS ONLY SPECIAL FOODS TO HELP YOU THROUGH OUT THE FUCKING DAY! BEING ON A DIET ALSO MEANS YOU NEED SPECIAL NEEDS! AND ALSO TO YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK BEING HOMO IS A BIG ASS SIN! THINK ABOUT YOUR WORDS BEFORE PREACHING YOU USELESS WORDS THAT WE ALL PROBABLY WOULDN'T LISTEN! YOU ARE LIKE TRYING TO BE GOD! ISN'T THAT THE BIGGEST SIN THAT YOU CAN FUCKING COMMIT! YOU MIGHT AS WELL BE THE SATAN2. AND AT LEAST GAY PEOPLE ARE HAPPY! HAPPY WITH WHAT THEY ARE AND NOT SAD ABOUT THEIR SEXUALITY! IN A WAY THE ARE FUCKING APPRECIATING WHAT GOD HAS MADE THEM!!! AND WHAT ABOUT THIS TOLERANCE AND LOVE SHIT YOU KEEP PREACHING ABOUT?! I KNOW I TOO HAVE NONE OF THAT BUT AT LEAST I DON'T GO AROUND SAYING "WE ARE FULL OF LOVE, TOLERANCE AND COMPASSION." FUCK YOU STUPID ASS! MOST OF YOU HAVE NO LIVES! HAVE NO FRIENDS! HAVE NO HUMAN IN YOU!  NO ! YOU ARE JUST A LIFELESS SLUT WHO JUST WAITS TO GO TO HEAVEN! THEN WHAT IS THE POINT OF GOD GIVING YOU LIFE?! I DON'T KNOW ABOUT HIM BUT I BET HE WANTS US ALL TO LIVE A LIFE FULL OF EXPERIENCES! BUT NO! NO! YOU SPEND IT ON PREACHING TO US AWESOME TUMBLR PEOPLE AND TRYING TO BE GOD! DENY IT ALL YOU FUCKING WANT BUT THE WAY YOU TALK ABOUT GOD IS LIKE YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT YOURSELF!

END OF RANT.

Just so you know. I love you too. I really love you homophobic people too. It's just angers me that you are so fucking stupid. In a way, we are trying to help YOU with your silly, close-minded thoughts. We want you to explore the world with a open mind, heart, and soul. Really. I do. I really do love you too. Think all you want. I love everybody in this world. Even the rapist and pedobears. Everybody is human and we should treat each other the same. Like I said, I am just very angry about the fact that you are soo stupid. No offence but......yeah...you iz stupid. We just want to help you and HOPEFULLY, you accept our kindness and warmth. 

Fuck you and I love you at the same time.

This.........

IS SO CUTE I CAN'T EVEN!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Day 2- My favourite SHINee OTP.

This is by far the most CHEESIEST AND UGLIEST AND LAZIEST AND STUPIDEST AND UNCREATIVE-NESS piece of art I have done.
Oh gawd. This day could not get any worse.

The most depressing day.

Yep. Today is the most depressing day of my life so far.
Never knew that so many shit could happen all in a day. Aishh...... I got a D! But it's some unimportant subject. I got a motha fcking B for my Maths. That rarely happens. Seriously.
So basically my grades just dropped. And I am clearly depressed. Oh and guess what. Aunt Flow just came and visited me today.
Great. Just great. Thanks Mother Nature. It really helped.

Jonghyun. Please marry Key. I really need to see you both have smexy sex.

Onew. Please go and date somebody. I really want to see your babies with Luna or Hyoyeon........Or if you're really desperate, please go to Taemin. You love him so much just date him already. Minho. Just continue hyung-whoring.

Last Day.

It was the first time where I actually noticed the meaning of lyrics. The school song's lyrics I mean. I've been singing it for almost 8 years. Only today I noticed.

Bless each one of our teacher too, for the loving care they shown to us.
Bless each one of us and pupils of the past, this is our prayer....
As we look back there will be that guiding star to light our way.
Truth and charity will be our rule,
We'll be ever faithful to our school.




Two years passed by like it was only two months. Imagine 12 years that flew by in 1 year. I'll be 20+ by then. Oh gawd.

I was a little sad. Not sad because I'm leaving school or not seeing the teachers (I'm glad to do that). It 's just the fact that I'm never gonna be my age ever again. I'm gonna be a year older, and I can't change it. I'll never be 11 or 14 anymore. I'll just keep getting older and older and older till I die.

It's the CIRCLE OF LIFE!!!

AHHHH ZEBENYAAAAAAAAAA

* Referring to the lion king's circle of life....

Let's have a random Yooguen photo to help us clear our depression.

Day 1!!! My SHINee bias~

CAN'T CHOOSE!! NEVER DID! ALL OF THEM ARE ME BIAS!! NGEHEHEHEHEHEH

SHINee 30 day challenge.

Day 1: My SHINee bias
Day 2: My favorite SHINee OTP
Day 3: A SHINee OTP I don’t like
Day 4: The SHINee member I think is most easily shipped
Day 5: Favorite song from Shinee World album
Day 6: Favorite song from Year Of Us EP
Day 7: Favorite song from Lucifer album
Day 8: Favorite song from a repackaged album
Day 9: My favorite live performance
Day 10: First SHINee MV I saw
Day 11: My first impression of SHINee
Day 12: A SHINee member that recently impressed me
Day 13: The SHINee member I think has changed the most
Day 14: The SHINee member I think has changed the least
Day 15: The SHINee member I would take home to my parents if we dated
Day 16: The SHINee member I would keep as a secret if we dated
Day 17: My favorite SHINee MV
Day 18: My favorite SHINee lyric
Day 19: The SHINee member I think has the best face
Day 20: The SHINee member I think has the best body
Day 21: The SHINee member I think has the best personality
Day 22: The SHINee member I think is overrated
Day 23: The SHINee member I think is underrated
Day 24: A SHINee picture that makes me smile
Day 25: A SHINee picture that makes me nostalgic
Day 27: A picture of my bias with someone else I like in another group
Day 28: If I could spend a day with SHINee, we would:
Day 29: If I could spend a day with my bias in SHINee, we would:
Day 30: My favorite song by SHINee of all time

I'll post it all in picture form. Can't guarantee that I'll be following this but.....I'll try.

Sorry Taemin.

I WAS LAUGHING ALL THE WAY WHEN I DID THIS!! OCCASIONALLY SAYING I'M SORRY BUT!!!!!!! JTRHKSGUHLDURSZHB

He looks very pretty.

God fo' you Taemin,

Photo Dump-November

Fuck it November is finishing and I've been working on this post for months. Originally it's gonna be all edited by mua but fuck it.........NO TIMEEEEE sorry!!! *bows bows

Help....anybody?

For me,  the hardest part in friendship is, to comfort them. You know like when they're depressed or just plain unhappy. To me that is the toughest part in a friendship. If you say something wrong the relationship may be gone forever. I hate it. I ahte losing things. It has this annoying, frustrating feeling when you lose your favorite earing or bracelet or when you lose a sock. It feels like that.
HOW HOW HOW! Do you get through this?

If you just realize~

IF YOU ONLY REALIZE HOW STUPID YOU WERE!
seriously bitch. really?
You think that I'm clueless not t see through you? But......ngehhhhhhhhh (i am actually clueless XP)
Well, I don't want htis post to be an angry one so I'll just be.....'normal'.
I forgot to post this yesterday partly because 1. I was very happy about the 121 page views thingy 2. It's because I have a terrible flu. I needed the rest.
Anyways. School holidays are coming in.......it's today....
O.O i am soo clueless......*facepalm. IT'S IN MY GENES _|_
So this whole year was just as dramatic as last year. But less on the friendship stuff. In the middle of this year, me and my 'friends' were just plain confused in so many aspects. Whether 'it' was actually a two faced lesbian or not and everybody's sexuality was questioned. Mine was defined so I have nothing much to worry about. The difficult thing is helping my friends to overcome these problems. I didn't have as much breakdowns as I did last year. It was way calmer this year. TOO CALM~
I got a C for Maths and I'm still flying off. Like literally not caring. FYI- I have never NEVER gotten a B in Maths much less a C. It was that bad.
What could I say, I was enjoying my youth.
 I think it's my age where we actually start to learn and understand the meaning of life. And time. That shit just passes by like a Mothafcker........
This year I also have learnt about being alert. You see I get influenced too easily. I was 'baptised' and almost converted into a Muslim. Now I want to be Indian.
You see what I mean..
As long as I'm happy.  But I'm not.
Oh well...........

Dreams.

My dream.......is half-true. YES BELIEVE IT OR NOT! AIN'T MY PROBLEM NIGGERSSSS
Welllll............if you really want to know~~~~~~  LOL XD
I was dreaming where I was really sick like I was going to die (WHICH I FCKING AM RIGHT NOW *grabs tissue). Then I felt a pair of strong, muscular~, sexy, warm, sexy~ *trails off and drools.
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Anyways, I felt a pair of arms cuddling me and guess who it is~~~~
MINHO GAHHHH!! AND YES!

it is this CHOI MNHOOOOOO

HEEEEEEE'S hand were the one who supposedly cuddled me from the behind while I was diagnosed with a dangerous flu, in my dreams.

NOWWWWW I'm just hoping that the rest of the dream was true.......

*drools again.

Oh good God help me!!!!!!!!! 

OWHGAWD!

Just came on Blogger.
First thing I saw.

121 PAGEVIEWS!

at first I was like,

Then I was like,

At the end I was like,

Thank you. Whoever you are stalker. I've only been on Blogger for like only a week. 

YOU MAKE ME FEEL SPECIAL!!!! 

(fck you all famous bloogers with a million followers, THIS MEANS ALOT TO ME!! _|_ )

To you my fellow page-viewers. I <3 you all.

*gives cookies to you~~